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A glimpse Into reality

Today began like a normal day to the batey. Our group ate breakfast and boarded the bus for the familiar 45 minute drive. In the morning we planted several alvacado and apricot trees and just socialized with the community until it was time for lunch.

After lunch I was talking to Tate, the son of Peter who could be called the mayor of Batey Libertad. We got to talking and he began telling me about a military deportation that occurred approximately 3 months ago. Even when people of Haitian descent are born in the Dominican, are citizens or have current visas the government could round them up at any time. Tate told me that the military can wipe out a whole batey in a matter of hours, taking everyone in site and deporting them back to Hati.

As you can imagine his story took a while to process and I was thinking about it while Shara told me of her own experience. It turns out earlier Shara had told a young boy, who was about 12 or 13, that he reminded her of her cousin. The boy quickly asked her if he was white and when she replied yes he said then he could never be like him.

That’s when it hit me that most of our group has the same color skin as the military who pulls families apart. While the older kids understand that our group is only there to help, and the younger kids are too young to understand, the preteen are the ones who connect us to the people who rip apart and deport them and their families. It is really upsetting that this little boy viewed us with hatred but I totally understand where he is coming from.

The whole community has accepted us without question, trusted our group and been nothing but friendly. The idea that the community can still be all these things with the constant fear that people who look like us could come and take them away from their country simply amazes me. In many other towns I cannot even began to imagine the racism and hatred we would face. While our group is only here to help we can only be a constant reminder to the people’s fears of being taken.

Annie Machesky
University Laboratory High School
Urbana, IL

*indicates that name has been changed to protect the person’s safety.

Also I apologize for any spelling errors since I do not have spell check to correct them.

Comments (2)

Susan Noffke:
Dear Annie and all, Your comment strike to the heart of so many issues of great importance both here and there. These are issues I work with in preparing teachers at the U of I, and they have probably a harder time than you not because they are older (they're really only 5 yrs older at most), but because they are not doing what you are. As you all work through these issues, as I'm sure you will, please think about how to help others learn. I tend to use history (e.g. the massive deportations of Mexican/Latin Americans at various times in our history; the idea that many of us who are considered to be "white" don't have to think about what that might mean to others). You are working on really hard issues, and I really feel strongly that there is much hope in what you are doing. It reminds me of my own struggles, how much there is at stake, and also of the possibilities learning such as your offers for all of us. Best of wishes to you and all. I am reading daily, and thinking a lot about you. Thanks so much for the postings. Sue Noffke (C&I prof)
Zsuzsa Gille (shara's mom):
Dear All, I just want you to know that I have been much moved by your postings. (I must look really wacky cying in an interne cafe in a European metropolis full of young kids playing computer games--I wonder what they would say about your work over there, but I presume they'd say they have a hard enough life as it is...) Anyways, what you are doing is perhaphs the hardest on the psychological level: you may feel that you are helping and sounds like you have been well-received but the white thing to do is expect some kind of appreciation in return. I know you are all smarter than that but it may still be present at the unconscious level (it happens to me all the time). Try not to get discouraged if it does not come. Human respect is the most valuable experience you can give others. You guys have all my respect and I am happy I was able to help in a very small way to make this happen. Zsuzsa

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